I realize that in this day and age, you need to stay on top of your game in EVERY aspect of your life. It's no wonder that our nation has the highest obesity percentage in the world. The stressors of being the best or competative to your job, dating, buy a home, etc.... is just overwhelming. At least for me.....and I am not ashame to admit that. I have always had a "I AM SUPER WOMAN" mentally, and developed that mentally based on the cards that life dealt me.
But I find that I don't want to be "Super" woman right now.....I kind of want someone else to take care things for me. Let me say.....I am not saying I want someone to TAKE CARE of me, just someone to take care of "STUFF"....Not to give up my independent by anymeans, but just to know that somone is there to take care of "STUFF"......
**sigh** I just want to wake up one morning and feel like I don't have to hit the ground RUNNING and hustle to get something done. I want to be able to just wake...with emptyness in my mind, let my feet touch the carpet.....dig my toes in for a second.....yawn and stretch and look at the day with vigor and anticipation......
Is that too much to ask? Does that show unappreciation of life in general? Is it too much to ask for simplicity in my life? Sometimes, I feel like the fast train in the world, moving at the speed of sound, with nowhere to go or stop.
Welcome to my STATE OF MIND.......
