I recently met someone and I am just overwhelmed by how quickly we have connected. We met via the internet and truth be told, I haven't had the best of luck with internet dating. I have found that alot men and women use it as a form of entertainment. So, I learn not to put alot of weight into men that contacted me from some dating website.
But, this time is different. First, I was very straight forward in what I was expecting, looking for, will NOT do and that I didn't want to his time or mine. I wasn't into any games and I was a woman of substance. Once I got that off my chest, he was like "Okay, cool.......nice to meet you".
I really wasn't expecting that, but from that point on, it's been unbelievable. We are so much alike, we think alike, have the similar personality.....etc. We laugh and we can talk for hours....(which I haven't done since high school) Talking to him has been so refreshing, since intelligent conversation is a stimulant for me.
He is what I call a "FULL GROWN MAN"....(laugh) Not like some of the men I have encountered....He doesn't have patience for non-sense and doesn't mind taking chances....(which I think to get anywhere in this life, we must do....) I have to admit when I first seen him profile, I immediately pegged him as a "playa"...which he teases me about all the time. Because his personality is so far from that......I gues the phase "Don't judge a book by it's cover, comes very much in play...."....
I found myself thinking about him alot, crossing my mind on random thoughts....what is he doing? Is he having a good day? What did he eat for breakfast, lunch? I wonder what time he will call me today?...etc.....And when I see that picture and number flash on my phone, it's the warmest feeling that floods through me......Honestly, I have forgotten what it feels like to have a man on the same page as you and just as eager to want to talk to me.
I found it so refreshing......he is my last thought when I go to bed and my first thought when I wake up.....what a good way to start my day!
So, as things are getting more and more familiar, I found myself thinking 'OMG, could he be the one?" I found myself thinking about a serious relationship with him already and then panicing because I keep putting a time limit on things. And right now, we are living in different times. We don't have to do that.
Sometimes you just have to go with the flow and see where things just fall.....and even if they don't fall right, that doesn't mean it's a bad thing. I have decided to take the stance of just believing in me and him and see where this will go.
I have gotten a couple of "negative" what-ifs......and I am not going down that road, until HE gives me a reason to thing otherwise. Right now, he is doing and saying the right things.......(wrapping my arms around me and squeezing) lol
I really think that this could be something wonderful........
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