The Wall of Frustrations

Well, yesterday I really hit a wall. I let my boss get under my skin and I lost my professionalism. I went home with that heaviness all over me. I had a hard time sleeping and when I woke this morning, I knew that I would have to face the music. While it was very much warranted, I should have held myself much better. I let her own unprofessional ways effect me.

Even as we walked into a conference room to sit down to "chat", I sensed this air of arrogrance from her. It was unprofessional for my outburst, but she is one of the worst bosses I have ever had. She doesn't trust her staff, she thinks she has to fix every single thing that we do, she acts has if she has to speak for us, comment for us....etc.

After our meeting, I realize that she and I are NOT a good fit. I don't care how or from what angle I look at it......we are oil and water. And it's not going to change. So, with this knowledge, I know that I put myself in jeopardy to lose my job. **Sigh**, the America workforce is so unstable, it worries me about my professional future.

Today has been a very quiet and pondering day for me...